hm?

studying's getting more complicated..
school's getting more and more boring...
it sucks...

music as a career?
saxophone for life?

nah...
i wanna be a daddy and produce babies at home...
celyn for life...

=)



我的天空多么的清晰
透明的
全都是过去的空气
牵着我的手是你
拌你的笑容
却看不清
是否一颗星星变了心
从前的愿望
你全都给抛弃
最近我无法呼吸
连自己的影子
都想找你
oh baby
你就是我的唯一
两个世界都变形
回去谈和容易
确定你就是我的唯一
独自对着电话说我爱你
我真的爱你
baby我已不能爱你多一些
是否一颗星星变了心
从前的愿望
你全都给抛弃
最近我无法呼吸
连自己的影子
都想找你
oh baby
你就是我的唯一
两个世界都变形
回去谈和容易
确定你就是我的唯一
独自对着电话说我爱你
我真的爱你
baby
我已不能爱你多一些
其实早已超过了爱的界限
oh baby
你就是我的唯一
两个世界都变形
回去谈和容易
确定你就是我的唯一
独自对着电话说我爱你
我真的爱你
baby
我已不能爱你多一些

random stuffs...

went to school today...
walked pass the corridor...
but just didnt see the usual face...
haha...
maybe i just shouldnt hope too much...
do not expect the repay if you didnt give...
i should just give more huh...

sometimes, i just wonder...
if im really that inconceivable...
if i have the ability, to just...
express my emotions...
my thoughts...

or... just by my eyes...
look into my eyes...
what do you see???
can u see the reflection of yourself???

well, figured out a way...
songs...
music...
my life...
my passion...

unfortunately...
its still gonna end one day,
after secondary life, no more saxophone... no more music...
ouch...
gonna learn piano...
as i dont have long fingers for guitars...
-.-

sorta hate myself...
felt like i cant contribute to anything...
stone...

hmmmm...
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Every Little Thing You Do, Westlife.




Hello, let me know if you hear me
Hello, if you want to be near
Let me know
And I'll never let you go

Hey love
When you ask what I feel, I say love
When you ask how I know
I say trust

And if that's not enough

It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do

Don't ask why
Let's just feel what we feel
'Cause sometimes
It's the secret that keeps it alive
But if you need a reason why

[Chorus]
Is it your smile or your laugh or your heart?
Does it really matter why I love you?
Anywhere there's a crowd, you stand out
Can't you see why they can't ignore you
If you wanna know
Why I can't let go
Let me explain to you
That every little dream comes true
With every little thing you do

It's everything, everything you do
That makes me fall in love with you
It's everything, everything you say
That makes me feel this way




Tarzan Soundtrack, You'll Be In My Heart, Phil Collins



Come stop your crying
It will be all right
Just take my hand Hold it tight

I will protect you
from all around you
I will be here
Don't you cry

For one so small,
you seem so strong
My arms will hold you,
keep you safe and warm
This bond between us
Can't be broken
I will be here
Don't you cry

'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart, always

Why can't they understand
the way we feel
They just don't trust
what they can't explain
I know we're different but,
deep inside us
We're not that different at all

And you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

Don't listen to them
'Cause what do they know
We need each other,
to have, to hold
They'll see in time
I know

When destiny calls you
You must be strong
I may not be with you
But you've got to hold on
They'll see in time
I know
We'll show them together

'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on,
Now and forever more

Oh, you'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be in my heart, always
Always

Monday

after the RUBIK'S ERA,
imagine all the boys bring a barbie doll to school, and starts to compare them with other friends
combing their hair, talking to them, and feeding them food.

just imagine.





Ronan Keating, If Tomorrow Never Comes:

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and
lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them
never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance
to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

Story i'd like to share

Robby's Night
True Story Worth Reading !!!

At the prodding of my friends, I am writing this story. My name is Mildred Hondorf. I am a former elementary school music teacher from Des Moines , Iowa . I've always supplemented my income by teaching piano lessons-something I've done for over 30 years. Over the years I found that children have many levels of musical ability. I've never had the pleasure of having a prodigy though I have taught some talented students.

However, I've also had my share of what I call 'musically challenged' pupils. One such student was Robby. Robby was 11 years old when his mother (a single Mom) dropped him off for his first piano lesson. I prefer that students (especially boys!) begin at an earlier age, which I explained to Robby.

But Robby said that it had always been his mother's dream to hear him play the piano. So I took him as a student. Well, Robby began with his piano lessons and from the beginning I thought it was a hopeless endeavor. As much as Robby tried, he lacked the sense of tone and basic rhythm needed to excel but he dutifully reviewed his scales and some elementary pieces that I require all my students to learn.

Over the months he tried and tri ed while I listened and cringed and tried to encourage him. At the end of each weekly lesson he'd always say, 'My mom's going to hear me play someday.' But it seemed hopeless. He just did not have any inborn ability. I only knew his mother from a distance as she dropped Robby off or waited in her aged car to pick him up. She always waved and smiled but never stopped in.

Then one day Robby stopped coming to our lessons.

I thought about calling him but assumed because of his lack of ability, that he had decided to pursue sometng else. I also was glad that he stopped coming. He was a bad advertisement for my teaching!

Several weeks later I mailed to the student's homes a flyer on the upcoming recital. To my surprise Robby (who received a flyer) asked me if he could be in the recital. I told him that the recital was for current pupils and because he had dropped out he really did not qualify. He said that his mother had been sick and unable to take him to piano lessons but he was still practicing 'Miss Hondorf, I've just got to play!' he insisted.

I don't know what led me to allow him to play in the recital. Maybe it was his persistence or maybe it was something inside of me saying that it would be all right. The night for the recital came. The high school gymnasium was packed with parents, friends and relatives. I put Robby up last in the program before I was to come up and thank all the students and play20a finishing piece. I thought that any damage he would do would come at the end of the program and I could always salvage his poor performance through my 'curtain closer.'

Well, the recital went off without a hitch. The students had been practicing and it showed, then Robby came up on stage. His clothes were wrinkled and his hair looked like he'd run an eggbeater through it. 'Why didn't he dress up like the other students?' I thought. 'Why didn't his mother at least make him comb his hair for this special night?'

Robby pulled out the piano bench and he began. I was surprised when he announced that he had chosen Mozart's Concerto #2120 in C Major. I was not prepared for what I heard next. His fingers were light on the keys, they even danced nimbly on the ivories. He went from pianissimo to fortissimo. >From allegro to virtuoso. His suspended chords that Mozart demands were magnificent! Never had I heard Mozart played so well by people his age. After six and a half minutes he ended in a grand crescendo and everyone was on their feet in wild applause.

Overcome and in tears, I ran up on stage and put my arms around Robby in joy. 'I've never heard you play like that Robby! How'd you do it? '


Through the microphone Robby explained: 'Well, Miss Hondorf, remember I told you my Mom was sick? Well, actually she had cancer and passed a way this morning and well. .. She was born deaf so tonight was the first time she ever heard me play. I wanted to make it special.'

There wasn't a dry eye in the house that evening. As the people from Social Services led Robby from the stage to be placed into foster care, I noticed that even their eyes were red and puffy and I thought to myself how much richer my life had been for taking Robby as my pupil.

No, I've never had a prodigy but that night I became a prodigy . .. Of Robby's. He was the teacher and I was the pupil for it is he that taught me the meaning of perseverance and love and believing in yourself and maybe even taking a chance in someone and you don't know why.

Robby was killed in the senseless bombing of the Alfred P. Murrah Federal Building inOklahoma City in April of 1995. And now, a footnote to the story.

If you are thinking about forwarding this message, you are probably thinking about which people on your address list aren't the 'appropriate' ones to receive this type of message. The person who sent this to you believes that we can all make a difference. So many seemingly trivial interactions between two people present us with a choice: Do we act with compassion or do we pass up that opportunity and leave the world a bit colder in the process?

SUNDAY...

Miss You, by Blink 182



(I miss you, miss you)

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare,
The shadow in the background of the moor,
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
The webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight


Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)


Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(miss you, miss you)





Actually, pics i took yesterday...
went to the "beach" thing near queensbay yesterday. Bayan Mutiara.
if anyone knows where is it...

ooo... nice sea...
nice beach....

too bad, its polluted.

today,

pics from my balcony...

nice huh? haha... well, unfortunately, it isnt really my balcony... its the balcony of the IJM head office, went there to have a look at the plan of their new project...
wish it was my balcony, nice view tbh.

THE LIGHT, WATERFRONT PENANG.

OOOO... amazing...

no more super SMS? fuck digi

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oh ya? fuck digi.
get a life...
come on...
freakin yelllow man, go fuck yourself


digi created this plan, to attract more customers, and when they realised they were running business on a lost, they decided to terminate this package and came out with a new plan.


Low, low, low rates after RM1!
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Just send RM1 worth of SMS to any domestic number (excluding International, Content Provider and Friends and Family™ numbers) to get these rates for the rest of the day:

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oh ya? whatever...
fuck you.
get lost...

WE WANT SUPER SMS BACK.

for fucks sake, i need to save money, and u come out with this fuckin plan, which doesnt really help? i mean, not at ALL???


on the other hand, this thing had been buggin my girlfriend since yesterday, so will ya please get lost? and leave her alone? its sufferin you know... -.-

hell...
as i grow up, im starting to think of nonsense... stuff that probably might never happen. i wonder why.
as i grow up, im starting to feel my brain deteriorating... signs of getting older day by day... i wonder why.
as i grow up, im feeling the world has changed even more... earth dying, people suffering, financial crisis, inflation. i wonder why.
as i grow up, there more stuff i need day by day... which i cannot get. saxophone as an example. i wonder why.

anyway, heard that the band is dying. again. all the best to them... its not the end yet.
CHCHSMB~ one band, one dream.

this is life of mine is getting weirder. O.O

all started with this song...

Whenever I'm weary
From the Beatles that rage in my head
You make sense of madness
When my sanity hangs by a thread
I lose my way but still you seem to understand
Now and forever I will be your man

Sometimes I just hold you
Too caught up in me to see
I'm holding a fortune
That heaven has given to me
I'll try to show you each and every way I can
Now and forever I will be your man

Now I can rest my worries and always be sure
That I won't be alone anymore
And if I'd only known you were there all the time
All this time

Until the day the ocean doesn't touch the sand
Now and forever I will be your man
Now and forever I will be your man




went to school...
had a BM seminar which i learnt nothing from it...
continued class...

went home...
stoned...

dinner...
stoned...

and stoned again...

and stoning now...

>.<

hmm?

not gonna detail every single thing i do anymore...
felt its kinda meaningless ranting here...
from the lyrics of "Man In The Mirror"
if you wanna make the world a better place, take a look at yourself, and make the change...

so...
haha...
i'll just blog bout interesting stuffs...






after this, just realised im a real bad sax player =S
perhaps, music just isnt in me...
hmmm?

today, thought my teacher how to solve the rubik's cube in class during recess. so didnt went for recess.haha. hilarious huh? no comments...

nothing much happened...
as i said...
no use complaining...
nothing will change unless u give the actions...









damn cute huh?
haha...
guess who she is?
=P

不知不觉

不知不觉中开始了...
她,虽然在别人眼里不是100分
可是在我心里
她就是我的满分.

not good at all...

woke up today,

damn tired....

slept at bout 1am last night?

haha...



went to school...

with absolutely nothing in my mind...

had assembly today...

cut all my finger nails...

its all short now...



after that...

went back to class...

quite pissed...

heads drowzy...

seriously needing some sleep...

and so lessons went on...

recess, didnt buy noodles...

pissed...

hate to waste my time...

doing stuff that i don't really like...

including managing problems by people during que...

fuck them.

one more time and i'd skin them alive...



went back to class...

with all the noise around...

i just dont feel like talking anymore...

dun ask why...

but yea...

the whole class was literally high...

i'd just have to blend in...



worse still, had to go for tuition after school...

not really in the mood for studying...

get studying out of my life...

i suck in them...

in fact, i suck in everything...



went back home...

and, things didnt go that well after all...

still wondering why did i do that...

even if i know im not suppose to...

especially when the mood wasnt good...


这个世界原来是那么的现实
从以前到现在..
我连自己存在的意义也不懂
不管做得再多再好
没有人会看见,也没有人会了解
原来擅于利用人际关系才是最实际
我 什么都不是.



am i really just built to destroy?

didnt i do enough, enough to help?

i really dont understand...

neither you, nor myself...

im such a failure....

in everything...

in everyways...

what was that for?

what was i thinking?



sometimes, i wonder, is it worth it?

but i'd just hold myself back, thinking everything will be fine...

i'd just hope you'll be happy...

dont ya understand?

but, what did i do?

im just not good at explainations, at elaborations...

i think i'd probably keep this to myself...

now, im left drifting again...

on the path, that i was meant to be at...





Carrots, Eggs, & Coffee!
A carrot, an egg, and a cup of coffee....You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again.A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up, She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil.. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word.In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, ' Tell me what you see.''Carrots, eggs, and coffee,' she replied.Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. The mother then asked the daughter to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard boiled egg.Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich aroma. The daughter then asked, 'What does it mean, mother?'Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity: boiling water. Each reacted differently.. The carrot went in strong, hard, and unrelenting... However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak. The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened. The ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the boiling water, they had changed the water.'Which are you?' she asked her daughter. 'When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?Think of this: Which am I? Am I the carrot that seems strong, but with pain and adversity do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength?Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat? Did I have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some other trial, have I become hardened and stiff? Does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and hardened heart?Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavor. If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you.. When the hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest do you elevate yourself to another level? How do you handle adversity? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy.The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling.Live your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying..You might want to send this message to those people who mean something to you (I JUST DID); to those who have touched your life in one way or another; to those who make you smile when you really need it; to those who make you see the brighter side of things when you are really down; to those whose friendship you appreciate; to those who are so meaningful in your life.If you don't send it, you will just miss out on the opportunity to brighten someone's day with this message!May we all be COFFEE!!!!!!!






click to enlarge, please do so...

moody =S

woke up...
like... ultra stonned...
until i dun even know what i replied the message i saw this morning...
haha...
i think it was a blank text...
but until i checked my sent items later that afternoon, i realised i replied something totally unrelated, and a blank text... -.-
gf...

reached school...
wanted to sleep...
the minute i put my head on the desk,
Mr. Yeoh came in...
-.-
congratz 5s3, u gotta freakin swap classes with F6...
apparently, theres this dude in lower form 6 got injured...
probably from an accident...
so, it'll...
...
...
...
lazy to tell...
not important...
haha...
main points...
we had to shift our class to the higest floor...
means... i get to sleep less as i need to climb 4 stories everyday...
which freakin sucks?
...
kay...
so...
went to that class...
which is kinda cool...
haha... all the tables were joint together...
so... the whole class were practically stuck together...
haha...
so, class started...
chemistry....
then, whooo...
auditorium!!!
seminar for chinese...
oh no...
-.-
but fortunately, or should i say unfortunately,
i had to go to the hall to take the UNSW english assesment...
hell, 60 objective questions, like 5 passages, and 1 hour...
so, obviously, i didnt have enough time to complete...
just simply try my luck...
Zzz..
and the words they used are like...
what the fuck.
-.-
so, i just realised...
my english just isnt as good as i expected...
the results i got for my exams, were just messin with my head...
read my friends blog...
chatted with my friends...
i can feel their english is way more powerful than mine...
perhaps i just shouldnt show off my english, or whatever?
if the malaysian english standard is like this...
i'd probably fail too...
so please, my english is no good...
since my english is my best subject...
and its no good...
imagine others...
i suck...
totally...
=S

recess...
hell...
as i was que-ing, some freakin assholes cut-ted my line...
and there was a bastard standing behind me, literally rubbing his dick on me
-.-
pissed...
but, yea... i have good EQ... so =S
or rather i just dun feel like saying anything anymore...
i have the right to remain silent right?

then class continued as usual...
nothing really extraordinary happened...
boring...

went back...
took a nap....
wake up...
....
....
.............
......................

little confused...
but everything will be fine...
i guess...
not really into the mood today...
wonder why......


PS: anyone have any nice soft, smooth songs to recommend me?
ying~~~~~ got ma? chinese de also nvm.....

title? yea? title...

today...
woke up bout 10+
by a msg...
although quite pissed...
but...
once the name poped on the screen...
it freakin lighten up my morning...
haha...
just... dont know why...

den... watched this sitcom, FRIENDS.
damn funny...
but sorta giving a bad influence also...
feels its kinda giving people the wrong thinking...
thus creating more chaos...
haha...
but its damn funny tho...

went for lunch later...
after lunch, stayed home alone again...
so boring...
wanted to study...
but... once i look at the pile of books,
its just a N in my left eye, and O in my right eye...
so... yea...
stoned...
again...
called her later that afternoon...
used my almost all my credit that i just top-upped yesterday...
ouch... again...
OH NO...
well, quite worth it tho...
now, i think i understand her more...
maybe she isnt the girl she looks...
hmmm...

went for dinner at sakae, and bought some groceries...
came back home...
ouuhhh...
tmr got school...
not again?
1 word, 4 letters...
F
U
C
K
>.<

well, im just waiting to get shot by arrows tmr...
maybe bullets...
probably AK47s and M16s...
and...
there goes all the explaination again...
u know i hate to explain...
its hard to explain...
=S

and, they finally talked?
-.-
zzz... is it good?
...
well...
i dont really care anymore...

life's unfair...
its miserable...
life's wonderful...
its great...

did i... again?

haha... funny but i didnt blog yesterday...
maybe cuz got quite moody after she read my blog...
yea...
whatever...
lets not bother bout that...

so... i wonder what happened yesterday?
i think i forgotten again...

getting older...
damn...?
yea whatever...
i just know that had lessons the whole morning...
went back home...
stonned....
down-ed...
i think thats all?

today...
went to school for school singing competition's finals...
hehe...
quite a nice day indeed...
=P
had to fetch her back...
she had no transport...
but i made her wait as i stayed back to watch my band...
ouch?
haha...

nothing much to do today...
=S

getting lazier to blog...
nothing special is happening...
but i sorta wanna get my blog up to date...
so...
yea...
just talk bout rubbish...

something bout band,
realised they're sorta dropping...
can't imagine what will it become later on...
hmmm...

something i gotta say...
me and her is nothing one kay?????
i just had to fetch her back cuz she no transport~~~
so dun ask if we are couple d or not!

IM SUCH A LIAR... HAHAHAHA

hmm... life isnt that bad after all...

yesterday... too tired at night to blog...
sorta fell asleep on the coach and couldnt move...
but tried to stay awake because of her...
hmmm...

sudddenly...
just felt that im sorta starting to have my life back?
i don't know...
hope everything goes as normal...

hmm... life yesterday...
wednesdays...
the DRUNK day...
haha...
kept talking rubbish in class...
i wonder why...
sorta got the DRUNK cells on wednesdays...
haha...
went home...
stoned...
and look what i saw in the carpark...




thats a freakin huge moth...
its like 10cm from wing to wing???
or maybe even more!
whoa...

then, later, had dinner alone...
went home and stoned...
err...


today...
went to school....
sorta boring start...
but, i went to take a national chemistry quiz...
wish me luck...
hope i can score?
distinction?
or something???
hmm...
so... went to recess like 1 hour earlier...
which was how fun...
finally, dont need to go squeeze with other people...
nice and easy...
but didnt get to see her...
took the test from approx 10am-11.20am...
went back to class for 2 lessons of boring BC...
which we named it computer lesson...
cuz we'll be online at "dream.com"
haha..
yea..
i know its lame...

after school... finally get to meet her?
talked a while...
then went back...
like...
fell asleep on the sofa again...
haha...
slept from bout 3+ to almost 7?
i know its freakin long...
haha...

later, on for dinner...
then to relatives house until about 10pm...
came back home...
and realised i had this past year BM question that i have to complete and hand in tmr...
i didnt touch anything...
not going to also...
couldnt be bothered...
its like... freakin crazy...
needs approx 5 hours to complete both paper 1 & 2...
sighs...
wish me luck...


LUCK IN EVERYTHING...

boring indeed...

i somehow, suddenly poped outa sleep at bout 5.30?
it was still early, so i went back to bed... haha...


woke up later...
went to school...
apparently, i just realised i had PJ class today, and my PJ shirt was with my friend...
luckily i texted him last night...
fortunately, he remembered to bring to me today...
so... i suddenly felt the mood to play sax...
so, took my reed,
and went to the music room...
and sorta jammed a little...
and jazzed a little...
wow...
felt my sound was pretty nice indeed...
haha...
gonna do the same again tmr...
if i can reach school a little earlier...

lesson started with of course PJ...
embarrased lesson...
had to do ROLLS for PJ test...
and i kinda sucked...
-.-
yea, whatever...
class continues...
life goes on...
tired...
sleepppyyy...
dreaming...
not concentrate...
and now i realise i sorta dunno loads of stuff...
couldnt imagine how i would suffer during studies...
haha...

had tuition later...
pretty stoned...
all i could think is to sleep...
i even lost my appetite and skipped lunch lol.

later, went home, took a freakin nap...
for gods sake, really needed that...
at least i felt little refreshed...
although im still tired now...

had dinner...
came back...
watched some tv...
and... yea... stonned...

song i would like to share...
i think i posted this before... but i'd still like to post this...
its freakin nice...

So Close, by Jon Mclaughlin


You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

wow? happy or sad?

woke up today... almost late...
haha...
slept too late yesterday i guess?
sms-ed with her...
hmmm...
shit...
the unexpected and the not suppose to happen
is happening >.<>

so, went to school...

had assembly, guess what? new rules added...
so, now, they wont hire a barber,
instead, they'll give us warnings...
if we get caught for long hair 3 times in a row, we'll get demerit 30lines... hell? its like crazy? and u cant merit them...
means, if u did that twice, which is 60lines, its practically byebye to the school...
fortunately for me, im leaving in like, 3 months?
hehe..
yay~~~ can't wait for the prom kinda thing...
what should i wear??? any suggestions?
im think of, black shirt, pants, shoes, silver tie...
how's that?? comments??
hehe i sure wanna look good on that day~!!!

haha... lessons... something funny happened in class...
my friend told me he got fucked by another friend with his ass...
i burst out laughing after hearing that...
this is what happened...
imagine
l l
this is to ppl standing up straight, shall name them...
A and B...
so, C attacks B in the abdomen, B treates back...
hitting his ass on A...
which looks like K this hahaha... get what i meant???
hahaha... it was just an accident made funny...
damn... i laughed for like what? 3 mins nonstop?

then... during bio lesson...
teacher was teaching bout hormones...

and show how talked bout soya bean...

and adviced us not to drink too much soya bean milk...

as it contains a hormone...

which caused females increase risk of breast cancer...

and for guys, you'll become sissy!!!!

DAMNNNN
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK

i drink them like almost everyday?????????
I FREAKIN SWEAR TO GOD I WONT TOUCH THEM STARTING TODAY!

omfg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ZZZZZ

fuckin soya bean.


damn super funny... MUST WATCH~~~~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mzgboPt-SQ4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E63ExmhOk8g

didnt nap this afternoon,
called her on the phone...
hell...
used up... RMXX.XX
ouch... =S
wonder why i did that for...
so, im sorta zombified now...
and i have tuition tmr...
can't nap again...
damn...

later... went to dinner at a new hawker center...
freakin hell? they have air-conds in the toilet!
seriously!
i have evidence...

wow? hell???


later, went to a beach like gurney drive nearby...
took some pics...
haha...















well, that was my day?
hmmm... pretty stonned now...
haha... confused too...
sighs.... =[

Apparently, this is my second post! fuck, somehow, the stuff i type got deleted...

FUCK, i freakin hate this.. gotta type all over again???????

ehh?

haha. did i forgotten to blog again?
no..
just lazy to blog yesterday...
nothing much to say about...

basically just woke up...
damn early...
lazed on the bed for like a few hours...
when i was about to bathe...
a bunch of aunties came knocking at the door...
turned out to be my dad's friends...
i was alone at home...
so...
let them and for a seat while waiting for my dad to come back...

boring...
went to uncles house for lunch...
then it freakin started to rain...
like... damn heavy...
so, ended up stoning at my uncle's place the WHOLE afternoon while talking to my cousins...
and...
to make things worse...
my phone went outa battery...
chirst sake...
-.-
had dinner there too...
went back at night bout 9pm?

Zzzz... stoned the whole night trying to stay awake...
wanted to accompany this friend of mine...
haha...
so... yea...
saturday?




today...
woke up rather early also...
stoned again...
not having enough sleep this weekend...
but, i didnt do that on purpose tho...
i just somehow wake up early...
dun ask why...

went to uncles place again for lunch...
went to cousins house later on...
had an indian meal for tea...
freakin hell...
had a stomach ache attack...
luckily i was on the way home...
terribally needing the TOILET...
but..
unfortunately, it tooked us almost 1 hour to reach home as i had to drop my cousins back home...

after that...
the was home alone for the rest of the night...
had dinner alone...
but at least i have someone on the phone with me...
=]

yea... 2 days... in 1 post...
which is short...
haha...
sleepy...
but i have to accompany her...
damn...
i think im really having a crush on her =O

2day... loads in mind... but didnt have to mood to talk bout it...

as usual...
went to school...

quite relaxing top half of the day...
then...
recess...
heard an accoucement...
GOING TO THE AUDITORIUM AGAIN...
damn...
so fun...
now its a talk about our school leaving cert and testimonial and stuff...
haha...
skipped 1 and a half hour of lessons again...
whoo yea...

last period...
got our result slip...
damn...
13 in class, 112 in form?
ouch...
hurts a little... -.-
but... no use crying over split milk...
and i didnt really put much effort...
so... considered ok as i maintained top 150?
err...

after school...
went to the music room...
couldnt help but to play my sax again...
hehe...
not until...
somebody spoilt my mood...
guess who?
the guy sitting behind me...
he wanted to play...
had to give it to him...
although he's sorta not allowed to touch it...
and he got complained by neighbouring classes as they were still having their lessons
yea, whatever...

in every good thing, there's always a bad thing, and also vice versa...
met with the girl...
haha...
remember the one i post before?
haha... apparently she wants to hear i play songs...
well... didnt really have the mood tho...
had a little talk with her...
quite satisfied...
dont wish to get hooked on...

after that, went for lunch, then back home...
and stonned for the afternoon...

all of a suddenly...
i realise that the floor was sorta infested by small mini ants...
freak hell...
i squashed all of them with my finger...
and take a look at the product...




i mean like... gosh...
look...
if u pile them but...
it'll like form a 5X5X5mm cube...
damn...
gross...






and something weird...

take a look at the second plant from the left...

its wilting at the top,
everything had turned brown,
but, if u noticed, its having a branch at the far bottom to the right of the pic, which seem perfectly healthy and good...
err... and why is it growing sideways... ?

still wondering why...
it must have its own reasons...
just like me...
haha...

had dinner and came back afterwards...
actually im having loads in mind that i wanna say...
just don't feel like talking bout it already...

*sighs

woke up...
sorta...
suddenly?
haha.. and it was like 6.15...
and the alarm was already shut off...
i shut them off without me knowing?
or i just didnt set them...

went to school...
little stonned...
sorta napped in class a little before lesson starts...

1st period was math...
boring...
then suddenly, there was an announcement...
"all form 5 students, please que and proceed to the auditorium at 8am"
i mean like... what the fuck? yay??????????
hahahaa...
finally something to get rid of the boredom in class...
was sorta happy...
hahaha... yay....

so... went to the auditorium, it was a seminar for the SPM technique for english...
hehe... my fav subject?
and guess what?
the person talking is my english teacher...
haha...
weirdest but funniest teacher...

after 1 hour and 30 mins inside the auditorium...
i was literally frozen...
my hands and feet were like...
-10 degrees celcius?
didnt really learnt much tho...
just all the same stuff he said in class...
but the way he talked bout it, it was as if the english standard is so high... everyone seems to be failing...
in the middle of the seminar, he showed us a few clips... to entertain us?
there was 1 particular clip i wanna talk about...
it was like taken from a movie... i didn't know what movie it was...
it showed this team of rugby players during training...
they were suppose to compete against a stonger team...
they were sorta sure they couldnt win, so wasnt really putting much effort in the training...
then, the coach asked a player to come out...
and asked him to piggy back another player while crawling...
and the coach blind-folded him...
so... he started...
after a few steps... he was already tired, and giving up...
and the coach was there...
saying "come on! do your very best! don't quit! just a few more steps!"
altho it was still a long distance away...
everytime when he was to stop and give up, his coach would ask him not to...
and he would push his body to the limit...
at the end, it reached the breaking point, he couldnt take it anymore...
he stopped...
and took off his blindfold...
and...
guess what?
he made it across the whole football field...
so, the coach was saying, no matter how tough it is, don't quit, you'll get success at the end...

moral of the story is,
don't give up,
try your best
and
don't quit...
hmmm

the clip was actually quite touching...
almost got me in tears...
haha...

hmm.. now... i would like to rant...
its bout the guy sitting behind me again...
yea... so...
recently, the rubik's cube is like a trend in school, everyone has it...
so is he...
he's sorta nick named the "rubik's boy"
he has like... a whole lot of collections...
so... we would bring them to school everyday...
and would show off his skills...
whatever...
then, recently, my friend bought a cube,
it was veery smooth, and nice to like, rotate it?
so, he is like hogging the thing the whole day...
and keep asking people around him, including me...
to time him...
and keep wanting to break his so called record...
Zzzz...
how annoying...
and worse, he does that during lessons...
-.-
then, my friend wanted to borrow the cube...
and he wouldn't lend it...
altho its not his...
but he acts like everything is his...
and when he's spinning the other cube,
my friend sorta got hold on to the un occupied cube...
but then, he'll just snatch it away from him...
-.-
and say no...
Zzz...
selfish little maniac...
yea... whatever...
none of my business...
just can't tolerate it...

after school, went home...
and finally had my nap...
hehe... yay?...
went for dinner later...
and came back home...
stonned....
sigh...

so lonely today?...
nobody to talk to...
sick of my life...
what can i do?...
-.-
no comments...

somebody kill me...

hmmm...

today...
life as usual...

woke up...
went to school...
quite stonned...
altho its the wednesday i love...
haha...
but sorta tired...
as u noticed...
i havent had any afternoon naps for the past few days...
including today...

class started with biolody...
talked bout osmoregulation...
and stuff...
then... lesson continued as usual...
quite stonned...
keep having connection lost during lessons...
haha...
if you know what i mean...

then, recess...
then BM...
uughh...
-.-
teacher told us to read bout this short story yesterday...
and today, she asked us questions bout the story...
and those who cant answer them would get punishment...
and im 1 of them...
damn...
with few others...
teacher gave us a choice...
haha...
1, dance and sing
2, duck walk and quak around the class
3, copy the 3 page sypnosis of the story...
damn?
haha...
well, it was just bascially entertaining the class...
for fun...
so... nothing to be unhappy bout...
well, 1 of them just went to sing...
just 1 part of the song...
then...
haha... another went...
as he was about to begam
the bell rang...
and teacher said, if u didnt act today,
u have to go back and copy the thinggie 3 times...
so... we all went to sing together...
like a choir...
weird.
hillarious...
total junk...
hahaha...
well, whatever, i dont really care...
altho its some sorta humiliation...
but... idc

after lesson ended...
went for lunch, then back home...
when i was about to go online,
i realise something...
my wifi isnt working...
wasnt recieving any signal...
after numourous rebooting...
something caught my eye in the list of networks...
the network name was...
"PlsSetYourSecurity by IT guy"
or something like that...
so, just out of curiosity...
i tried to connect to this network...
and it worked...
huh?
then, i went to off my router,
and i got disconnected...
and the network was no where to be seen...
and now i realise, that was actually my network?
as i didn't set any WEP,
my network was sorta hacked into, and the guy changed my network name...
lol -.-
so, i went to set a WEP for my network....
and, yea, nothing much really happened...

after dinner, came back...
and managed to be in time for the repeat of
Michael Jackson's Memorial...
well, they sorta held a memorial for him this morning, 1am local time...
and, i couldnt be bothered as i was pretty tired...
so, watched the thing...
many people came to perform his songs as a tribute to him...
gave really meaningful speeches...
was really a lost to the world, that we have lost an icon, a King...
MJ will never be forgotten,
The Greatest Entertainer That Ever Lived

wondering what to do next...
with my stucked-up life...
Zzzz...
life sorta sucks?
err....

hmm... nothing much...

woke up...
went to school...
stonned...
1st period is PJ already...
had to do some gymnastic moves and the theme was gymnastic...
damn...
like... flips and rolls?
-.-
only a few people did them...
most of the class just staring at them...
and clap...
haha...
guess which part of the class was i in...

then continued stonning throughout the day...
as per normal...
couldnt really give any hoots to them...

went for chemistry tuition later on...

went home...

bathe... stone...

dinner...

back home...
yea...
that was basically my day...

damn...
im feeling moody...
and stoned...
=S

dun really know what to talk bout...
some stuff...
i just dun feel like blogging them...
so they wouldn't stay in the blog like forever and give me bad karma...
errr....
haha...




just something i kinda like...
haha...
wonder if i can buy a new sax...
ouch...

sad case...

i need to play some solo's...
anybody needing a performer?
i can perform songs...
F.O.C...
maybe just a meal...
like, weddings? parties?
need some background music...
call me!
haha...
wonder if i can do this?...

she's my, so called sister...
haha...
pretty huh?
somehow, this was her dp on msn...
so i asked her to sent it to me...
closer observation showed that...
her boobs is almost popping out from her bra,
and her cleavage is like... whoa...
haha...
sexy...
i like it...
hahaha...
well... she didnt do that on purpose tho...
haha...
wanna be my girlfriend?? haha
just kidding...

sigh...
boring...
wonder what can i still blog...

Monday... again...

geez... guess what time did i wait until?
3am+... damn...
fell asleep halfway watching tv...
haha...
woke up later when dad arrived...
straight went into the room after he arrived...
haha...

amazing... i managed to wake up just 5mins later than usual?
and without alarm...
somehow, my alarm din rang...
maybe i forgot to set it or something...
just...
suddenly...
boom!
woke up from sleep...
look at the clock...
6.38am...
haha...

went to school...
stoned...
luckily the 1st 2 periods of the day was chemistry...
something that i can say, i understand the most among all subs...
so still not that sleepy...
then lessons continued as usual...
then recess...
nothing particular about...
after recess...
lessons...
then it was english...
haha...
teacher taught bout writing descriptive essays...
haha...
then he said bout...
don't just tell people bout something...
like...
"he is a cruel man"
and he gave an example...
bout how this boy tortured rats he caught in the paddy field...
lazy to talk bout the whole thing...
he desribed it until... like...
drown the rat... then let it catch a breath...
then drown it again...
then burn the metal cage until it gets red hot...
and see the rat hopping inside, holding on for dear life...
then he would love the smell of burning flesh...
-.-
and then he said...
actually, the person i was talking bout is me...
and he put a smile on his face...
and we burst out laughing...
hahaha...
and he told us bout how he tortured the chickens...
plucking of the hind legs of the grasshopper...
cutting of the frogs tongue...
hahaha...
he's damn funny...
we laughed non-stop...
well...
that is why english is my favourite subject...
haha...
after that was biology lesson...
me and my friends joked all the way...
-.-...
cuz today's lesson is bout the structure of the kidney...
and teacher asked...
where's the kidney...
and i said...
in the brain~~~
i was just being ironic...
and talked bout...
how granules of minerals get stuck in the duct...
and...
we joked bout...
if we didn't take enough water...
we will pee off sandy dust...
hahaha...
and it will be like...
desert...
still got ashes...
hahahaha...
loads of lame stuff...
well, at least it helps us to remember??

then... had lunch...
went to prangin mall...
dad bought a wireless router...
hehe...
now, my house officially has WiFi...
oooo...
great....

here's a pic of it...





the blue-green one is my old modem...
the white one is the router...
something i like bout it...
its WHITE in colour...
Nice heh?
hahaha...

after figuring how to set the thing up...
now its working perfectly fine...

after dinner...
went to visit a relative of mine...
talked bout lame stuff again...
somehow mentioned bout the past band concert...
kinda missed it...
saxophone still rocks...
i wanna buy one...
anyone?

still considered as a fine day...

umm? 2 in 1?

well, i realised i forgotten to blog yesterday...
haha...
didnt really know what the cause was...
maybe its the sign of me getting older...
mind deteriorating...

well, lets talk bout yesterday...
saturday, woke up rather early... bout 11+?
haha...
went for lunch...
mum and grandma had some arguement thinggie... -.-
well... errr... whatever?
oh, something to talk about...
after lunch, we went to the bank to deposit some cheques..
at citibank, while i was dropping my cheque in the express box thinggie, i saw a man sorta cursing on the other machine, or something...
apparently, the machine wasnt processing his drop...
so, the smart-experienced me, told him that the cheque was stuck...
haha...
well, i encountered this before, so i know whats going on...
if anyone went to citibank to drop-in his/her cheque, they should have had this problem before...
well, he thanked me after i helped him remove the cheque from the hole thing...
whoo... i helped someone?
good thing...

went home, stoned for a while...
had dinner at tesco, bought some stuff...
got cut que-ed.... errr...
went home...
stone again...
watched a movie...

Echelon Conspiracy

hehe, its a nice show...
errr...
every show seems nice to me...
Zzzz...
this shows bout computers...
like... the NSA created this program-robot-computer thinggie...
which somehow over-smarted the humans, and sorta ran away from the command thinggie...
like, doing stuff on its on, without somebody commanding it...
aiya.... just watch if you're interested...

so... after the movie, i immediately went to bed... maybe thats was why i didnt blog... errr

bout today....
woke up really early, like 9+?
stonned in bed for a while...
got up later...
watched some tv...
went to buy lunch with mum...
then mum went out to meet her friends...
so was kinda alone at home the whole afternoon...
so, went to read my friends blog...
and stole 2 pics from her blog...
i mean...
sorry...
but, she's really pretty...
haha...
she's my age... but probably a few months older than me...
just got to know her this year...
to me, she's quite friendly...
in fact, tooooo friendly...
haha...
talks alot...
but...
its still okay...
she's not in the same class as me...
so... don't get to see her much...
well, here's photos of her... =]

haha... hope she looks like this in reality...
but nope...
almost the same... hmm...
but im not saying she's not pretty in real life kay? haha...
pretty girl... haha...
wonder if i could give her a kiss?
having a little crush on her... =P

went for a steamboat dinner at golden gate...
went home...
finally got to watch the full thing of MJ's top 40...
although i skipped some... cuz the songs were boring...
managed to watched the top 5...

1. Earth Song
2. Billy Jean
3. You Are Not Alone
4. Black or White
5. Heal The World

wonder why "man in the mirror" only got to 38...
didnt expect that? haha...

sorta sleepy, but can't sleep yet...
waiting for my dad to arrive from china...
dun ask me bout the story... its too long... haha
well, he's suppose to reach at 10.30pm,
but... flight got delayed cuz of the bad weather...
till...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
2am for christ sake...

so... im still waiting...
wonder what can i do...
smsing...
stoning...

to be left outside alone...

well... woke up as usual today...
went to school...
had to go find the discipline teacher to like, remove my name from the blacklist that i got yesterday?
haha... and i passed... ffs...
i feel im having all the luck...
getting luckier day by day... Lool...

went to class... stoned for a moment before class started...
quite boring indeed...
everyday is a boring day...
sighs...
since im quite free now... i'll talk bout every lesson.

class started with physics...
teacher touch bout some freakin AC generator and DC generator...
yea... whatever...
still blurin bout it...
then... suddenly, teacher wrote something on the board...
lol...
TRANSFORMER...
hahaha... me and my friends were like...
whoa... we're already learning bout transformers and bots now...
haha...
but actually its the electrical transformer that they use...
if u don't know what is it, then nevermind...
then it was history lesson...
remember my teacher went on maternity leave?
well... i thought it was like... whooo~
honeymoon history...
-.-
but...
unfortunately, they got us a replacement...
some new teacheer, which i don't know her name...
its the second time she came into class tho...
she taught bout some freakin merdeka thinggie...
which i couldnt give two hoots bout it...
math was next...
boring...
started a new topic, Bearing.
continued by moral ed...
even more boring...
all we do during that lesson is,
copy
copy
copy
and copy
-.-
recess... weeee...
thought recess is fun? nope
why?
when que-ing to buy my food...
guessed who came?
hell, i wish i could just vanish into thin air that moment...
hate her... so much....
reminds me of bad stuff...
not good at all...
ne way, offered to let her que infront of me...
without saying a thing, as in by actions...
she refused...
so fine...
and i hear her blahing behind me...with her UHF voice...
damn...
luan-ner...
get outta of my life...
piss off...
bell rang...
chinese lesson...
practically appeared offline the whole period...
wondering what it meant?
haha... few days ago...
my friend kinda developed this this...
he said those who were sleeping, are online at dream.com
lol...
some random website he created... inspired by msn.
and those awake, which means listening to class are offline...
so... now know what i meant by appear offline?
following up is malay lesson..
teacher thought about a short story titled "aku, Kris dan Kristal"
apparently, it was a lame story...
its about this girl, which is studyin in Britain, met this friend, Kris and Kristal... they brought her around and play and stuff... somehow, Kris fell in love with the writter, but the writter did not accept him cuz of the difference in race and culture and she already had a fiance back in her hometown, malaysia. then, dunno how, she found out that actually Kristal have been loving Kris all this while... but Kris just took her as a good friend or so... then the writter decided to move away... Kristal got desperate... flirted around... then end up dead caused by overdose of sleeping pills... how lame... then years passed, suddenly Kris went to find the writter and Kris converted into muslim....
end of story.
lame huh?
thats what we learn these days...
stories about lame stuff which doesnt make sense...
trust me, education in malaysia, sucks to the MAX.

last lesson was additional math...
which = computer class...
lol...
hadn't really payed attention to his class since march last year? or what...

then, had lunch...
went home...
watched tv...
and they had a program, Michael Jackson's all-time top 40.
but they split the show into 4 one hours...
which kinda sucked...

had an afternoon nap...
woke up...
dinner...
watched some tv...
and managed to catch some part of the MJ thinggie...

watched a movie later on...


Hotel for Dogs




well, somehow realised the actress for the show, Emma Roberts...
is kinda hot~ haha. =]





























oooooo............
wind blows.......
so lonely for the day...
sighs...
wonder if im something to anyone?
or just a person for some-one to cure the boredom...
anyone there? hello....
sighs....

what a day...

hmm... woke up today... went to school...
they had assembly...
-.-

you know... the school is damn lame...
i mean... damn lame...
they said,
you cant argue your point when teacher accuse u of some wrong doing...you have to wait till the next day, when the teacher cools down, then u only go and find him/her... this is to minimize arguments... bla bla bla... how lame is that?
why dont teachers just dun say anything at the first place? or at least find evidence of the wrong-doing? Zzz...
then HM said, teachers won't just simply accuse u of anything, it must have been somewhere u did wrong...
fuck man... students dont argue with teachers for nothing too! lame
then they said, everything WE do is for u!!! all the students... if its not for u, there will be no school, and we will lose our jobs...
wahh? fuck you... all u care is your damn pocket... lamo...

then check hair... i was lucky...
anyway, went to cut later of the day... suppose to cut 1, i cut 2...
just trying to test my luck...
whatever... like i care...

anyway, there's this competition thing held by the star newspaper or something...
inside includes many categories like soccer, basketball, arm wresling...
they also have a talent competition...
still thinking if i should join...

class not so boring today, as i already wasted like 2 hours for assembly and hair thing -.-
had replacement tuition later... whoopsie... almost fell asleep again...
boring... Damn....

nothing to blog about... stuck again... Zzzz... lazy to type... didnt nap today... quite sleepy now...
damn i just hate this school... but my seniors say, you'll miss this next time, after u graduate...
real or not???
...

ns... can't wait to go... haha... hear the news from many people... it seemed like many ppl got selected... everyone's luanning bout it... wonder why... why they hate it so much? haha... i love it man... haha... ns sounds like fun...

feeling the loneliness again today... sighs...
as if nobody is here...
damn...

well... should just stop here...
and lets see if i am still lucky tmr...

wednesdays are getting better... hehe

why wednesdays are getting better? haha...
i don't know...
maybe its cuz i dun have any math lessons today?
and i kinda hate math?
haha...

anyway, i slept at like almost 3am yesterday smsing with my friend...
-.-
i still managed to get up on time... and... whoa... zombified... haha...

went to school...
damn tired...
haha... and people started to ask about the NS thing... HAHAHA
and i was one of the lucky ones...

class was boring...
the whoole class was so stone...
and i was just blabbing rubbish... haha
my friend said it was as if we were all drunk...
hahaha...
i was just counting down to the bell ring for every lesson...
haha...
can't really concentrate in school...
and finally, school ended...
damn freakin happy?

went home... lunch...
watched some tv...
and napped... hehe
woke up... dinner...
watched tv again...

was watching this program on MTV channel...
it was a tribute to the legendary King Of Pop, Michael Jackson...
damn..
he was so freakin cool...
i mean...
look at his moves!
listen to his musics!
see the awards he gets...
how he unite the world...
i mean... he's just awesome...
im starting to like him more...
geesz...

he's a legend...
no one in the world can ever replace him...

umm?

today... dunno what struck me...

suddenly woke up at like 5am...
i think i was in a bad dream...
cuz i remembered sweating when i woke up...

then i slept back...

reached school rather early...
slept on my desk... hehe...
lesson went on as usual...


went to chemistry tuition after school..
went home...
napped...
out for dinner...


guess what i saw when i came back...

look on the top of the pic...

hell?? its a bat... man... A BAT...
just imagine...
wonder whats happening...

first a chicken...
then a bat...
-.-

nothing much to talk about.... getting lazier to blog... ouch...

OHHHH... almost forgot...

TAHNIAH DAN SELAMAT MAJU JAYA!

i got picked to go NS? LOL... cool...
wonder why everyone's so scared bout ns...
NS is cool...
looking forward to it.. =]

boring...